I'm starting to feel claustrophobic about Jerusalem.
I never thought that it would come to that.
I always wanted to get away, I never needed to. Until now.
I'm tired of the walls of all the usual places. I'm tired of the same roads being trodden by the same legs. I'm sick of the people. I'm sick of empty dancefloors, way too sick. I'm sick of people "appreciating" me, but not giving me any chances. I'm tired of not being counted. I'm tired of the holes in the air around me. I'm afraid of staying here too long.

"Hey man, wanna sign this? It's a petition, for Oxfam."
"Yeah, I know Oxfam, it's human rights and stuff."
"Yeah man, that's us. Want to sign it then?"
"I don't know.. I don't really think I can."
"Listen, no paying, it's a petition."
"Ehm... I'm not from around here really, you sure I can sign it?"
"No problem man, anybody from all around the UK can sign it."
"I'm not from the UK."
"Where are you from then?"
"Israel."
"ISRAEL?? Oooooooooooh Man! Israel's completely fucked up!! Shit man, Israel's fucked up."
"Yeah, I know."

Today

Zapped!

:)

I do not really know or understand how,
but something today
got broken.

I went out, ran away from all those people, and I couldn't let myself stand still or rest
anywhere
in any way.

And this was a long day.

!

רק לפני שבוע שבועיים התווכחנו עם צביק על "פוליטיקלי קורקט"

http://blogs.guardian.co.uk/tv/2007/11/sesame_street_not_suitable_for.html

זה אמנם לא בדיוק אותו הדבר, אבל זה נגזרת של זה

הטלפונים של כולם סגורים
אוף

I really hope that being this sort of eighteen years old is not contagious. This is just an example, but a grim one nontheless.

"About me:
Hi! I’m 18, live in Oslo, the capital pf Norway, and it’s the best city ever! I really, really like it here. I have all of my friends and family here, all those people who makes this place the greatest in the world? My fiancé lives 15 minutes by car away from me, and we’re together all the time. Our wedding is going to be in January..February, but we haven’t really sat the date yet. What I looove to do when I’m not with my friends and family is painting. I paint all the time, whenever I get the time. Besides that I’m working my ass off (at work), and there’s a lot going on all the time. Already told you that I’m getting married soon, and there’s really a lot of planning left to do! It’s a bit stressful, but it’s a lot of fun too. And I’m moving soon too. Not very far away, but a lot closer to where I work. I’m really exited about it, and I’ve already decided to paint my kitchen purple ;) Several of my friends have told me at least 100 times what a “hippie-freak” I am, haha! And I guess I am?"

http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=137136899

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היום, פעם ראשונה בחיי, לקראת סוף התקלוט בסירה, מיקססתי שלושה ערוצים שונים.

שלושת הערוצים היו פתוחים, שניים של טכנו מכאני מהפטיפונים, אחד של ברייקביט על גבול אלקטרוניקה ניסיונית. אני בהיתי בהם, לא נוגע, לא מנסה להרוס, והם בהו בי, נשמעים נהדר ביחד.

בכלל, למרות שהתקלוט לא היה מדהים במיוחד, עכשיו אני חזרתי הביתה ומצאתי יפיפייה ישנה במיטה שלי. מישהו יכול לבקש יותר?